"Destiny is for Losers. It's just some Stupid Excuse to wait for things to Happen instead of making them Happen."

That amazing quote came from one of my favorite Shows. Gossip Girl i'm pretty fucking addcited to it....I've been reading the books and me and Blair Waldorf who said the quotes have alot in common...it's kinda creepy but also very awesome.

Anyways i'm gonna start living by this quote and make things happen for me. I have a busy next few months ahead of me and i'm gonna do whatever it take to make it through.

XoXoX

Just one of those days

so i was up all night and went to a meeting this morning for relay for life and hung out with some friends.....it was all fun. got home took a nap. out of the fucking blue my sponsor decides to call and ask how things were....and then admitted she had forgotten about me in her sickly sweet i care fuck you ton. needless to say i was in a bad mood. got a call about some magazines and i'm realizing now it was mostly a scam so i'm gonna put a stop to it tomorrow hopefully. anyways it just been a weird day and i have felt a shift in the world of my little town. It's like i just opened my eyes or something...i dunno anyways i'm gonna go chacha my ass of....

til next time!

Life Won't Wait- By Ozzy

Ozzy never stops making amazing songs...and i love this one....perfect beat and amazing words!

Life Won't Wait

I watch it all change,
Take the news of the day
And throw it away

Time will kill all the pain,
Fate will cure the decay of all this blind ambition,
The greed brings us together

Stand strong,
Stay true,
Be brave,
It all comes down to you

Try to just let it go,
Know that just is too slow,
But it comes in the end

Rise, the guilty will fall,
Stay, they can't take it all; they want the unimportant,
It's love they leave behind

Stand up,
Aim true,
Keep heart,
The future looks to you

Every second you throw away,
Every minute of every day,
Don't get caught in a memory,
'Cause life won't wait for you,
No, life won't wait for you, my friend

I'm watching the change,
Who will carry the flame?
It all feels very strange

Dreams that men can be good,
Faith to live as we should and know we're all connected,
We give ourselves the power

Stand strong,
Stay true,
Be brave,
It all comes down to you

Every day that you wait, you're falling faster,
No slide of hand,
No twist of fate,
No ever after

When it's gone, it's gone,
I'll fight 'til the bitter end,
Life won't wait for you,
No, life won't wait for you, my friend

Life won't wait for you, my friend
Life won't wait for you, my friend
Life won't wait for you, my friend
Life won't wait for you, my friend

NXT 7

Dear NXT 7

Your apology is not accepted. You guys have worked you ass of to get to the point in you life and i respect that. An While I admire you determination and your drive. You simply can not go out and beat up people just because you do not get your way. That is not how the real life works. And even though it has worked for you this time. I must say you do not deserve it. Simply because it is not right. You guys went about all the wrong way. An i will not enjoying watching any of your matches because of the simple fact that of how you got to where you are.

Good Luck attempting to make the WWE Universe Love you

You will need it!

Sincerely,

Marilyn

Happy Birthday to Me!

I turned 22 today and i had a great little birthday just by myself....and a bottle of champagne!

This is just how i fucking feel

Lyrics to I Don't Care by Apocalyptica featuring Adam Contier from Three Days Grace

I try to make it through my life, in my way, there's you
I try to make it through these lies, and that's all I do

Just don't deny it,
Don't try to fight this ,and deal with it
and that's just part of it,

If you were dead or still alive
I don't care, I don't care
Just go and leave this all behind
Cause i swear (i swear),i don't care

I try to make you see my side
Always trying to stay in line
But your eyes see right through
That's all they do

I'm getting buried in this place
I got no room your in my face
don't say anything just go away

If you were dead or still alive
I don't care, I don't care
Just go and leave this all behind
Cause i swear (iswear) i don't care

[ instrumental ]
love changing everything
You won't be left for me x2


If you were dead or still alive
I don't care, I don't care
Just and and leave this all behind
Cause i swear(i swear)i don't care

If you were dead or still alive
I don't care(i don't care), I don't care(i don't care)
Just go ahead and leave this all behind
I don't care(i swaer), I don't care
At all...

Blah Blah Blah

So i am becoming a bit of a female hermit. I never leave the house unless i have somewhere i really need to go....i work all the time my job which is from home.....i have to though cause it's a great job i just have to work my ass of to make anything....But ChaCha is pretty great and i have fun doing it..anyways better work and sleep i have been working on clothes....finally got my mannequin completed i will definitely have to post a pic of it and maybe how i made it...that will be some time later tho....i just wanted to update back to ChaChaing i go....