I hate my name

So my real name it is not Marilyn Maddox....I personally hate my real name it is horrible. My 1st name is Jill well Jillian....my mom tells me she just loved the name....i'va always hated it. I never felt like a Jill....I've alwaya felt more fabulous then that.....Which i believe i truely am.....haha....anyways ever since i can remember i've loved Marilyn Monroe. she is fabulous and absolutely amazing. I love the name Marilyn. So that's why i use it....Even though Marilyn Monroe actually hated it....i love it. it's beautiful.....and my last know is even worst i'm not even gonna say it.....but i like Maddox....can't remember where i got it from but i love.....and i feel like a Marilyn Maddox. I look like one too atleast i think i do... I have a lot of dreams and with my real name i'll get no where so....that why i will call myself Marilyn Maddox it sounds so much better...

HIM

So my life kinda of sucks and i'm well aware of it...anyways there are only a few things that make me completely happy....HIM is one of those things.

They are my all time favorite band....they are amazing. Ville Valo (the lead singer) writes the most beautiful songs i've every heard. Songs that speak the words i'm too afriad to say. Songs that make me dance with happiness yet cry....laugh yet scream....they are amazing...

Anyways they are coming close to where i am live in concert andi have some money coming and i8'm going to see them.....even if it breaks me and leave me poor i'm gonna....

Cause they make me happy and keep me sane.

It will be so worth it.....even if i have to go alone.....

HIM=Love

Spring Break 10

So I've been on spring break all week....and i've done nothing but lay around, sleep, do artsy things and catch up on my shows. I've found a site that i'm absolute in love with.....

it's http://dollarstorecrafts.com/ it's a fantastic site full of cheap craft items.....i'm in love.....i live for artsy stuff....i've learned how to make German Stars and this awesome bracelet....




it's made out of a cassette tape.....it was an idea that came straight out of Finland and since i love just about anything Finnish i made one and it's awesome..mine is different then there's cause i broke it but i just revamped it....i'm gonna try again tho and see it i can make one like there...the designer who came up with this idea are amazing 2 of my new favorites.

Here's the link to how to make it.....also check out their weebsite they are pretty awesome!

http://www.hemmingwillstrom.com/unique/

I also made a set of Earrings from the wheels in the cassette.


well that is all for now...i'm going back to finish the 2nd episode of Dexter. I'm a total death hag....and i have alot of catching up to do with this serial killer

New beginnings

I have alot of dream....one of them i to start a web show called in bed with marilyn. since i'm having some trouble getting up the courage to do that i started this blog....i'll talk about whatever tickles my fancy really....A place to get everything out really....cause in this world you need an outlit