I love waking up from a nitemare only to be possessed by Fashion

I woke up about 3 this morning from a nightmare where this women was chases me and someone else with a knife in my our home....i dunno why....but....i woke up and laid there trying to go back to sleep after an hour i could think i had this urge to listen to Fashion by Lady Gage....with is a great....then i had to read the vanity fair article about Alexander McQueen.....who was a truly amazing designer....anyways i start ripping designer ads out of my vanity fairs and a pic of McQueen. Took my Marilyn Monroe poster and they are all now on the ceiling above my bed and more will be added. They are there for inspiration. and to remind me that i will one day have an ad in Vanity Fair...anyways.....
Here are the Lyrics to Fashion by Lady Gaga

Fashion Lyrics

Ohhh Ohhh
La La La
We Love Designer


I am, I'm too fabu-lous
I'm so fierce that it's so nuts
I live, to be model thin
Dress me, I'm your manne-quin


J'adore Vivienne, La Vie et Moi
Gucci, Fendi, et Prada. Valentino, Armani too.
Merde I love them Jimmy Choo

Fashion put it all on me
Don't you want to see these clothes on me
Fashion put it all on me
I am anyone you want me to be (2x)

Ohhhh Ohhhhh
La La La
We love designer

I need, some new stile-ttos
Can't walk, down the street in those
You are, who you wear it's true
A girl's just as hot as the shoes she choose


J'adore Weitzman, La Vie et Moi
Louis, Dolce Gabbana, Alexander McQueen, eh oh.
Merde I love those Minolo

Fashion put it all on me
Don't you want to see these clothes on me
Fashion put it all on me
I am anyone you want me to be (2x)

Ohhhh Ohhhhh
La La La
We Love Designer

Ohhhh Ohhhhh
La La La
We Love Designer
[Fashion Lyrics On http://www.elyricsworld.com/ ]
Fashion put it all on me
Don't you want to see these clothes on me
Fashion put it all on me
I am anyone you want me to be
Fashion put it all on me
Don't you want to see these clothes on me
Fashion put it all on me
I am anyone you want me to be

Fashion put it all on me
Don't you want to see these clothes on me
Fashion put it all on me
I am anyone you want me to be
Fashion put it all on me
Don't you want to see these clothes on me
Fashion put it all on me
I am anyone you want me to be

Ohhh Ohhhhh
La La La
We love designer

Ohhh Ohhhhh
La La La
We love designer

Classes are over

It's been 2 years since i've had a summer off and now i have one....and i'm excted i get to rest.....i'm gonna work on my art....and my new job as a ChaCha guide....got a quetion text ChaCha... it's free. so i'm excited.....i'm gonna make the most of it and get theing done around my house and try to get everything clean up.....but i'll update about that later....night now...i've been awake for 24 hours....and my Monster is finally wearing off....my contacts are out and now i'm gonna curl up and sleep....

I love summer!

Set List for HIM @ Bogart's

There is the set list for the HIM show i went to in Cincinnati.

Ok it the the basic set list..

like at valentine
right here in my arms
wings of a butterfly
heartkiller
kiss of dawn
join me
love the hardest way
wicked game
buried alive by love
disarm me (with your loneliness)
killing loneliness
katherine wheel
funeral of hearts

enc:
soul on fire
scared to death
when love and death embrace

Poison Girl comes in there some way just not fucking sure where.

just an update

So this semester of classes is almost over and i'll be able to relax and update this blog the way i want to...i have some great ideas for what i want to do with everything in my life....got a decent job....it's just takes alot of time....but i' have alto of hope for the future....that's if i can stay awake... anyways i'm gonna curl up and get some sleep...

to a nightmare within a nightmare

so i had this dream last night that my mom was somehow borught back to life. i dunno how or why...but in the dream she was sayinf something i could hear and my dad was fightin with me...he was happy i was pissed because she fucking left me....said if only she would have listened she would still be alive. that she was selfish....looking back it's kinda true. she got out of the hosiptal then went right back to take radiation....when her family told her not to. the result she got sicker and it ultimately lead to her dieing a week later. i dunno but i feel like shit earlier cause of it. i had forgot about the dream and then it came back it was insane. i don't know what the fuck is wrong with my brain to make me remember horrible things. i'd love to eraser something...but i guess i just have to live with it...anyways i just had to get that shit out....back to attempting to write my art history outline.

Special Victims unit

Oh how i love Law and Order SVU.....i don't care much for any of them other ones but i love this one...i dunno why tho. anyways right now they are having a ripped from the headlines marathon that i've been watching all day. All the episode are taking from real life and it's really good. i like it when the tragedy of real life inspires something and put it out there for people to be aware of.

I really need to be writing a paper. i told myself i would finish this paper, and outline and thsi thing for a scholarship. all by tuesday.....and i'm working on it. but i have a short attention spand. i just can't help it i have always had ADD and what not and i just stopped taking the crazy pills for it they just fuck u up and kill the creativity and you imagination. I just can't have that.

Ok back to SVU and my Tony Cragg paper. google him he really is a great artist!

HIM Live

Last weekend i got a chance to see my Favorite Band HIM Live and it was amazing!!!! I was so excited and electified. It took up 5 and half hours to get there, 20 mins to find a place to park, about 2 hours of waiting in line to get into Bogart's. The opening acts Drive A, and We are the Fallen, took forever doing like 6 songs a piece. But they were both great and i do recommend them..during the show tho I got smooshed, molested, hittin on ,kicked in the face by a crowd surfer and got gum stuck in my hair.

And it was all worth it to be like 6 feet from the 5 amazing finnish men that make up HIM.

And i would totally do it again in a heart beat.